It Won’t Happen

I just want a Christmas with my kids

I’ve asked so many times

Christmas in Santa Fe is magical

But all I get’s declined

I’ll keep trying it’s what I do

Cause if I don’t try, I won’t see you

I know that it won’t happen 

I’ve asked for 30 years 

Now your father-in-law is dying

At least that’s what I hear 

I don’t blame you this year

It’s the last Christmas with her dad

I’m just waiting for your first with me

And it makes me really sad

I’ll keep trying it’s what I do

Cause if I don’t try, I won’t see you

But Christmas just won’t be

I know you’ll disagree