Addiction

I am really just trying to figure out this new program logic pro on the iPad but I went with the addiction prompt sober October. I think it was this American life that I was listening to and there’s a phone number that you can call if you’re shooting up fentanyl by yourself so if you overdose the person on the phone will call the paramedics to your house. it’s a weird world we’re living in.
Logic is pretty fun though.
Nial (weekly)

Addiction

I can handle it
just a little bit more
chasing the dragon
with four on the floor
I can handle it
i’ve got an EpiPen
i’ll do eight not 10
Ultimate seduction
risk my life
for a few hours of Bliss
hope I gauge it right
hope I don’t miss
got an EpiPen
but all my friends are gone
just a little less
I can’t be wrong
maybe seven
maybe six
won’t be enough
to get iit fixed
I can handle it
i’ll go with nine
it will be sublime
for a long long time
but all my friends are gone
don’t shoot up alone
but it’s been so long
where is the phone
I know that there’s a number
don’t shoot up alone
they’ll call the paramedics
where the hell is the phone?