How did I get here?

I did the prompt on some thing that is important to me. You know like the meaning of life or existence or whatever.
I thought it was a worthwhile endeavor since no one has figured it out. I also I am drawn to people that try to figure out things that are un figureable. I got to thinking about Murray Gell-Mann. I used to drive him around and we had interesting conversations. He discovered the Quark so this week I looked into subatomic particles just to understand them a little better and that worked its way into my song. The ups and the downs and the week and the strange, interesting stuff!
Nial (a week force) A strange attractor

How did I get here?
EAC

How did I get here
what am I doing
stuck on this planet
stuck in this brain
all of these people
calling me blind
all I can do
is refrain

What is the meaning of this existence
if there’s a meaning at all
A random escape room Full of clues
with no keys to the vault
A spiral cage of DNA floating in energy dark
mining existence with neurons and neutrons
searching the soul of the quark

(refrain)
How did I get here
what am I doing
stuck on this planet
stuck in this brain
all of these people
calling me blind
all I can do
is refrain